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  The money in our wallets is sorted by units of currency, dollars and cents, notes and COINS.


  But the money in your head is much harder to sort out, lost in mood swings, pride and shame, joy and despair.


  It's hard to deal with these feelings, so people don't talk about them much. It's even harder to write them down.


  Six years ago, I started asking high school seniors for essays on money, jobs, social class or related topics. It soon became clear that we could learn a lot from their writing as they and their parents prepared to make perhaps the biggest investment decision of their lives: where to spend as much as $300,000 on a college education.


  This year's five essays show how much money can be a rich topic for writers who dare to put pen to paper.


  The daughter of a plumber and a young man obsessed with garbage trucks have taken up jobs few of their peers want. A dishwasher came home from school in the middle of the night with a study card in his hand. In an environment of aging furniture, a family becomes smaller and smaller. For years, a Minnesota teenager found herself in a new role at an old shelter.


  Los Angeles,


  People coming out of bars or parties give me their usual looks, either because my clothes stink after a long night of hard work, or because I'm talking to myself in a low voice as I frantically flip through my study CARDS.

  ——马克·伊塞·加西亚(Mark Isai Garcia)

  -- Mark Isai Garcia No more breaking the plate, understand?"


  I didn't quite understand the broken English that popped out of his mouth, but his frown was the universal language. It was a Friday night outside in Little Tokyo, a family was enjoying a five-star meal at a restaurant, and a 14-year-old boy in the kitchen was washing their dishes.

  他嘴里蹦出的蹩脚英语我听不大明白,但他紧皱的眉头是通用的语言。那是在小东京(Little Tokyo)一个周五晚上,外面的餐厅里,一家家人享用着五星级大餐,后厨里的一个14岁男孩在洗他们的盘子。

  Wash the dishes by hand, soak them in disinfectant, put them in the machine, dry them, put them in their proper place, and then -- hopefully -- don't break one. But this evening, a China dish slipped through my soapy fingers and fell to the floor, breaking into five pieces. I tried to keep cool, but my face was still red and I was screaming, "why me! ?" As if the scream would restore the plate to its original state.


  The broken plate was just one of many worries I couldn't keep my mind off -- a midterm in U.S. history, a low calculus grade, an apartment clearance notice, trouble with my brother, and a dozen other relatively trivial but pressing concerns.

  破碎的盘子只是我头脑里不住按耐着的许多忧心事中的一件——先修课程(Advanced Placement)美国历史要期中考试,微积分成绩太低,收到住房清退通知,弟弟惹上了麻烦,还有十来件相对琐碎但也很紧迫的挂心事。

  For me, not calling in sick to clear my head and give myself some much-needed rest or time to study before exams. I have to help out. I shut up and went on working, using all the strength I had left. I know the pain of repressing emotions -- the salty, bitter taste of every drop of sweat, being lost in the background music, muscle pain.


  The night shift finally ended at 12 a.m. I took the bus home, took out my notes and started studying. People coming out of bars or parties give me their usual looks, either because my clothes stink after a night of hard work, or because I spend the middle of the night on the bus muttering to myself as I frantically flip study CARDS.


  I don't mind their stares at all. I'm used to it, just another set of speed bumps on my way to my goal. I'm tired of gang-waving hairpins, relatives with beer in their hands, or baba coming home late at night with work burns. Something had to change, and I knew it had to start with me. Fortunately, I also know that I have dedication, desire and perseverance in my bones. My grandfather was the first wave of Mexican immigrants to settle in Los Angeles. He later returned home to a small village in the rural state of oaxaca, carrying with him savings and the legend of the land of opportunity.

  我完全不介意他们的凝视。这些我也都习惯了,不过是我实现目标之路上的另一组减速带而已。我厌倦了亮出黑帮手势的发小,啤酒不离手的亲戚,或爸爸带着做工留下的烧伤深夜回家。必须做出点改变,而我知道,这种改变需要由我开始。  幸运的是,我也知道我骨子里有奉献、渴望和毅力。祖父是第一波在洛杉矶定居的墨西哥移民。他后来回了瓦哈卡州乡下小村子里的家,带着积蓄和这个机遇之邦的传说。

  His parents left oaxaca in their teens and began working night and day in Los Angeles as cooks and homemakers. From the corn fields of oaxaca to the restaurants and classrooms of Los Angeles, this kind of hard work has been passed down from generation to generation, allowing me to cope with school and work.


  In this evening, I walked into the house, inadvertently saw a let me happy accident: hard all day mother fell asleep when waiting for me to come home. I put the tip I got that night in her purse and turned off the TV.


  I stared at my brother and sister in their bedroom as they fell asleep in their sweet dreams. I yawned as they snorted and breathed slowly, and found myself exhausted. But it will be some time before I can rest with them. I have a paper due tomorrow morning, and Mr. Depaulo doesn't accept homework that isn't due on time.




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